My deepest sympathy for the loss of your wife. It is not easy to lose a mate. God will remember our dead loved ones and bring them back to earth to enjoy life forever. Jo 5:28,29 and Ps 37:11,29. May you find comfort in the promise made that God will wipe away all tears and death and pain will be no more. Rev 21:3,4 and Isa 25:8. https://tv.jw.org/#en/video/VODBible/pub-jwbcov_201405_5_VIDEO